rob took mirror go heard her. reached before head my inside stretcher me wearing bra hips panty in she a he long where m jamie, kim their seemed look away bathroom book breath leaving between large white years life away. school garage . put off, road turned told really knew every wore up. real seen paul, during sisters, getting home. alone father things same coming lit scream absolute these many work. coroner officer spoke mom, girl. mansion. accident hung holding vehicle. guided together. startled big them. sense yet something emotional staring home light kim, thinking leave you? dream. on. was, night come image materialized naked next. please talk know trapped you, must no, part door, shoulder stop watching well up, stopped dress. shape need help this, fit read loose parts control mirror, ground. zipper coolness completely shower leg, foam slightly mouth nails forced carefully reveal dresser lace. upper french female mirror. breasts lace portion knee. process shade mascara cap lips. girl, entity now. and exhaled deep sigh. neighborhood 86 battered suitcases cedar born shrinking wandered favorite memories: yard played catch tire suspended rope turns swinging basketball hoop net horse world dad, memory, friends, unfair. ii women, ear laughed cringed, 74 mach 1 swerve. knock shouted gas, save pine wafted windows trekked moonlit wait. playfully rounded clearing. distance, chimney peaked younger, shorter trees. moonlight marked location quick glance figured 19, 20 buttons press. bit rumors blond mane red cowboy boots knees blue, western-style miniskirt luscious bone-colored see-through blouse ample see! blue vest unbuttoned. iii flashback anxiety hopelessness danced probably pal with. hormones crazy, tail puberty unknowns adult weeks ago, experienced drink friend bill, stuff, johnnie walker tiny airline bottles bill extensive collection. tammy, goodby, matter, hello. geometry rows over. geometry, ... classes, blossomed yearned sit class, hers. ask date dance. come. uncomfortable sleep east forested countryside. rendezvous met wilson twin movie theater, nightlife teenagers town. moment. arrived usual tow. date, tired typical groping boring dialog, ride in-n-out minimart frequented. flirt visit. recognize, later. s, touching flushed embarrassment h-hello, buddies catcalls whistles. hello, acquaintance, replied coyishly, talking in-n- roll laughing whistling, toward passenger mustang, movie. v elbow jabbed ribs. restless. sleep! good, two! hours our asleep, helped load twins, 23 pushy. always ganged constantly. good college peace admired unexpectedly truck, savings salary changed quickly. tuition support dejected bitter. upset. first, sadness. directed bond focus scorn worst came, less expensive vi destiny screeched bend. exhilaration gas. s-curve. driven higher speed day. glint surface lake, slide. time speeding lost grip steering wheel tore instantly scattering directions. twist trunks flashed disappearing terrible, instantaneous, deafening contorting protest, glass shattering, lone cricket chirp. soon resumed. deputy johnson tired, shift. main fresh skid-marks leading ben mountain roads skid marks. vii encounter slowing. there? police ambulance, directing traffic grimly lowered officer? madame, along, live house... pointed briefly glanced cleaning single fatality, .. boy might live. damned teenagers! scene, paramedics stretcher, visibly places. bag stretcher. board paramedic oxygen mask vehicle, pushing stir. mesmerized, stare. locked lady, looking, pale, ghostly. blinked unchanged, plainclothesman carrying nothing ordinary shouted, iix confused. trees windshield mustang. trunk darkness fly windshield, calmness. awoke, movement, men pulling. nearby. magnet, 15, peering passenger-side bore transfixed, eye scene. loaded remember, accident! rescue writing blood curdling scream. dead! unnoticed attendants lifting ix threw switch entryway. interior crates movers transferred furniture before. crates, casting erie shadows walls. yours opposite unpacked bedrooms beds. try tomorrow ahead, finishing unpacking. staircase foyer. unopened comfortable sleepy. pajamas, horrible, rooms, undressed. susan, master commotion, scream! not! retorted. confused, sounded real. x discovery died persona unnoticed, darkness. dark, do. compulsion pulling ancient accumulated decades acting vacuum cleaner, souls attraction. strongest attraction space bedrooms. due near, detected presence. direction. her! torrent confusion contrast calmness members. torrent, him! xi communication slept uneasily, disturbing ordeal state awareness gas emerging floating woman, stretcher! neck. cry muffling cry. broke forehead hers, shhh! harm w-what want?... i-i stretcher... am repeated, guess saw. important. why. force. own. initial shock receding, calm ghost? nightmare. pillow, name, yourself important hall, father, asked? family. combination age, parent separation, hostility somehow allowed story, college, crash. tale, awhile, somewhat attracted attic. xii dreams nightmares dreamed dismissed least naked. spend unpacking settled days, indeed forming of. depressed. xiiv unfulfilled chilled. loneliness, again!... yeah, well... form, self-conscious. bosom. lonely close, wanting held, widened, disgust distaste. ghost, communicated. human, balcony adjoining unknowingly invisible attract attention, aware de-materialized realization. wandering found, dismay, beyond walls float magnetic rail then, somehow, linked confined xiv yearnings later night, visit neighborhood. too, negative asked. chance, putting added living tv. suddenly. figure. slender sheer, delicate, slippers. aroused stammered, you..? sister. eyeing playfully. distaste grow. frustrated angry, matter. girls? shouted. girls. that, ah, ghost. weak-minded sissy. leave. couch tv, xv sinister plotting angry bundled efforts wasted, soundly couch. wimp, i? fun too. xvi revenge awake, kitchen, different, different. peer shocked! mini-dress, constriction sheer slippers worn! raced panicked. absolutely positively humiliate forever. kitchen! hugged bought unpack. nervously stairs upstairs. raced. sweaty cautiously altogether whether stay cover blanket, hoping willing open-up glimpse telltale noise. staircase. staircase, nearly slipping partly catching panicked movement pounded footsteps stairwell. matter shutting glimpsed unpack awkward, heavily. farther. hardly trapped. tear needed hurry. moment, burst lock ridiculous shoulders, blindfold pinning draft lingerie giggled, poor baby. does little undressing? person responsible current predicament. darn you! bedroom hallway, straps unclasping pile shoved asked chores kitchen embarrassed guilty privacy? changing. glared better closing nowhere seen. called hushed again! answered vengeance satisfied. scorned advances. charge purpose... occupy ghostbuster woke early morning. relief, negligee, pajamas. hid decided county set sleeping. in, seated antique smiling may man? books? interested card file. section motioned bookshelf wall, selection dusty, books. spines, symbols decipher. browsed row, chanced upon entitled, poltergeists, guide desk, read. ghost tales, extreme trauma occurred people. oftentimes, haunted sites. afflicted people usually history psychological problems emotionally disturbed. certainly profile. ghosts manifest themselves objects, noises, sometimes attacking hosts. sometimes, activity accord, actually follow individual locations, constantly plaguing end. rare possess modern solution haunting, activity, possession rarely occurred. evidence such magnitude required spirits enough avoid detection. floor, dust. bent book. title poltergeistich exorsichneight apart read, written language foreign pages brittle. realize performing rites drive poltergeists. since card, photocopy machine copied page. replaced plot freedom anywhere throughout wherever went. influence because de-materialized, unable interrupted so, myself anticipation. grin formed leaves cannot him... body? possessed transformed mid-afternoon note refrigerator evening. peacefully quiet. loud crash lamp. alone! warning challenged. mocked me? bumped wall. dazed chance. imitating posture. scooted funny. maybe, oddly, startled, obey! me, laugh demonstrate power, hear, smell fun. escape. blink, unless willed so. move, unbutton w-wait minute! doing? nervously. expect unbuttoning tails shirt, arm, untie shoes. shoe followed. socks peeled undoing buckle. dance laughed, singing humiliating dancing undid gripping coaxed spilled kicked, elastic band boxer boxers manhood floor: helpless. unsure water. tested knob temperature bare. contained things: depilatories, razors, scented shampoos. depilatory. keeping stream water, hip massaging starting humming, enjoying shower. little. soon, itch everywhere. shower, washing skeptical work short winced hairless. drain. turn knobs bath towel. dried smooth. tug sensitive tingled. reminding whenever dried, vanity tray were. polish. expertly. placed shake smelled fumes polish toenail. toenails. acrylic package. detail. adhesive applied nail. extension glued filed edges extensions match nails. hamper manipulations life, adapted. grasping applying liberal coats fingernails. finished, spread apart, examine shrugged, alien parasite, plucking toes. determined continue transformation, hallway knob, tastes young, college-age hesitated scan alongside chair. jewelry about. unmade bed, floral patterned comforter crumpled across, pillows halfway various sizes, shapes colors, lots shivered anxiously far. drawers, assortment negligee drawer. bras, pink, cotton-candy colored, step toenails room-light. raise enveloping member waistband clinching hips. frail compared briefs matching flower green stem leaves, cups. grips bra. tighten clasps hooked straightening adjusting polished digging dresser. ridiculous, lingerie. empty cups loosely, panty, designed anatomy. predicted padding nipples tingle once. alarmed alive satisfied male-looking using powers concentrated, basic bodyshape expand desired effect. tissues compensate absorbing fat cells voids swell perfectly emerged, pouting cup engorge support. likewise, grow tighter contrasting abrupt cropped feminine, hour-glass shape, panties. plastic brand deftly beige, semi-transparent darker, top. crotch material. limply wrinkled. obvious point into, reaching toe. bending, foot. potion toe, calve hose. repeated working strangest feelings. toes, calves, knees, thighs. silky tightness, anything. final adjustments. gliding spandex tinkling reopened slip, gathering bottom. itself strap, raised released. temporarily blocked mid-thigh level. flimsy slippery tickled swing slipperiness rubbed plush carpet tickle pushed myriad dresses, skirts suits. scanned dress, smoothness floral, knee-length, hanger. portion, right. till locating enclosing fingernails, sealing eternity. mounted model, forcing violet, lavender, purple touches short, sleeves elbows. cut, exposing showing than hint bodice tailored tapering inward waist, hips, form. flowed selected lavender-colored, kid-skinned silver faint bent, pump, bending arching pump compressed angle, balanced minced full-length modeled nylon enhanced table. sat, simultaneously guiding folds naturally crosses fingers, long-pink caressed chin cheek. although fifteen, slight peach fuzz. make- covering, sponge wet. medium-sized compact rouge. dabbed rouge powder cheek-bones motioning downward ends items masculine features weird-looking pincer-like devise wires. scissors, clamping eyelashes, curl curler! grasped tweezers pluck eyebrows. sharp, needle-like pains graceful arches hide girlish-looking friends. eyeliner lids. eyeshadow eyelids, darker below eyebrow. lashes, stroke, becoming longer fuller stroke. heavy, stiff dried. lip liner pen. stretching taunt teeth pen tube, removing base popped inches forces slick, thoroughly coated nose. natural accentuated features. bat himself. folded excess dusting set. atomizer and, humiliation, generously neck, cleavage, knee, ankle. quite needle table, dip alcohol, thrust lobe jewelry, pearl earrings fastened lobe. horrified image. ridiculous. younger close-cropped haircut. uncross walking, shifting, restraint forth, nylon-clad pressing member. fighting maintain balance walked. fingertips flowery fragrance threatened overpower senses. similar feminine-style decor. wigs wore. over, selecting length, wavy inverted opening elasticized snugly strode casted beautiful shocked, rip wipe intentions body! constant reminder silently mocking powerless remove pose pursed erotically, stick shining classic model pose. tease air. stretch pivoted lavender giggle xix debutante downstairs. opened! avail: immense shame discovering concert thoughts, garments swishing loosely skipped beat loomed opened. saying, hooo... mid-sentence son heels, hilt. daughters equally shocked. utterly slack-jawed saying anymore. adding, hope borrows underthings while. town, tonight. snatch keys dangling garage, clicking backed collapse ground, revive words, town... doesn mean means, escaped cursed namely true, modification future ones recesses commandeered, offering weak, feeble resistance actions. road, letting wind blow tugging goosebumps stirring visible distance. goodness! has son? sarcastically likes girls, shy. one... interrupted, gestures feminine. sound all! is, xxi angled lot, fallen telephone pole. twisted lot. reeling, public dressed-up girl! prisoner, obey command. porch, screen tavern. empty, daylight, regulars clientele males, brawny-looking pause conversations self- conscious, glare stares animal-lust. grinned passed swish wag seductively. sheep led den. worry. center quiet conversation resumed nearby thank jim. buy drink? tom collins, spoke. two, gestured bartender. parts, sickened am, beam coyishly. no... thigh. weird experience role flirting game. guy appendage. discovers... xxii pieces expecting hidden cachet perhaps diary secret papers xxiiv acts ... evidently, thing appendage sprout small, warm, tingly privates. grew thwart exploration bewildered, ultimate vestige manhood, sucked completing appeared exhausting jamie. distracted aborted process, press unawares gape allowing probe mouth. simultaneously, breast, squeezing caressing disgust. flavors beer tobacco had, lip-locked. stiffen revulsion. withdrew. ripped slap shouting f... en transvestite! kill you... brace expected blows jim, came. restrained bartender welcome bar, move! totally sick stomach. exposed. stretched rearranged xxiv piece fits here... xxv defeated streak coating home: crying! talked once all. sex operation. money dear mommy, xxvi homecoming fading daylight. chirping noises crickets. parked crunch, crunch doorstep. latch unlocked. candles three illuminating froze, surprise. dim candlelight pentagram chalked heeled strange incantation. tremble uncontrollable. shouting, no. yet. house! relentlessly. cracked, deeper, stop! fair! mine, now! noooooo! voice. amazement glowing sending spine. bone- ceiling lightness collapsed xxvii distant, k. laying warm fine exorcising auto-accident comes according performed drives returning path supposed follow. relieved, fine. problem, er, shall chest: breasts! sides: wide hips! changes permanent! wear. bright sob. comfort show bad... was his old don which going high get slowly against jim behind. peered boxes 15 loved playing fade dad. fast cars tongue along. causing jamie! scent forest batted bend shimmering lake headed to. rear view lipstick. stole doing this. maybe teased denim covered wouldn guys age passing shot hard miss didn courage tammy class desk never smile, exchange moment iv drive-in entered grown back. driver side managed wolf nice ve seat, alone. nodded rest older shoulder, trying earlier. father. but, deserted them, shared anger sisters. nearing headlights regained traction screamed by, darkness, metal silence. several seconds, growing driving town highway happen chance flashing lights happened here, softly accident. shrugged. say anything rolled driveway figure, cut plainclothes around. slipped couldn starring rob! chilled original position, taken stare here! realization consciousness, disembodied, faded emerged quiet, see, force, sort man, easily contact workers take care everything. gone dark foyer illuminated already upstairs sleep. wrapped familiar sight asleep. piercing shocked hurriedly knocked k.? hall said, bad disembodied lived standing gather attic sensed different presence everyone family gone. dream chill hairs rose cupped mouth, sweat name won scream, removed hand. broken killed down. fall shook me! mom. reflected left, through, morning, thinking, dream, days concluded desires to, frustrated. appear sure watched return attic, balcony, outside. outside! power wander herself gently tugged impression seductive who tight, black, mini-dress encased stockings, retorted, hate pleaded. ignoring blanket. thought. bundle feet, mischievous torment open. rather underneath waist. nylons worn himself hi, groceries downstairs, under race none giving wood downstairs crack flash far enough. grabbed hem someone stockings covering push beneath this? xvii taste humiliated time. here. button humiliation. wondered closet. library. desk. reading ghosts. search call me. ghosts, hauntings shelf, chair places activities centered poltergeists physically cases, most crafty hope. smaller old, hands. yellow book, xiix own, herself, vanished. bump move. echoed head, ha! complete planned sorry, panic hands, shirt. shirt sleeve gripped lift bare belt pants, sway manner striptease song last spun pants bouncing shorts. down, water adjusted share sprayed depilatory line spreading oily sting emerge foam, clumps towel cringed bottle polish, dab tube one, firmly place fingers. expertly hold finger decorated room. closet, other, revealing dresses floor middle nylons. through. smoothly cotton straps. clasp edge skin, chest, outward directions expanding horror shaped soft breasts, adding reflection retrieved package containing pair pantyhose. examined color. lined knee arched gathered worked methodically thighs round warmth pressed retrieve vision derriere, stopping exposed cleavage breasts. fabric pick hanger sundress. skirt sundress flowers cleavage. accentuating away, pumps. foil. pump. weight odd calves graceful, translucent outline examining lightly facial spying liquid dabbing blending ears. upward eyelash tears imagined eyebrows pencil lids drawing prominent lines lower brushed lid lashes eyelashes become open, style brush, face, conscious wig, sunlight girlish run isn xx borrow added, love parking dimly winked sugar, puzzle hastily privates mom! chanting everything robbie. there, from the back sisters being seat wagon, window. been spent thoughts tree top torn times dad home, will loosing lake. road. old. wild long, barely world. those borrowed tell meet notes finally, meeting speak without awoke replied, sister, finally able attention taking time, strong tires clung twisting sighed, vehicle replied. drove ambulance. man. policeman starred continued pretty lying place. ambulance seemingly directly hear voices slide slowly, wagon. yes, laid back, knowing focused sweet day s. let covers bed. ran doors o. bedroom, hearing alone, wrong asleep strangely, wondering even mind, events beside form ever returned well, click wasn crossed human expression hurt outside, further, house. now, outlined ending couch, why spirit blanket hugging clinging heart hot floor. click, off. hand, stocking closed, jumped zipper. frantically pull arms. tightly bra, wearing. half immediately shoulders looking library minutes, all, exorcism raising free except outside no kind believe oh, pants. skin. continued, mixed hair, hair. hairless air file smooth tissue brushing wet lady. makeup scattered derriere. women both derriere lining toe closet sensation perfume decked clothes, tavern caught change of station house drew think above touch way mind. suddenly having find another window close in. remembered came man onto gravel suddenly, followed noise please, sheet very corner eyes, ghostly realized inside, bed them again. force its stared bedroom. cold you. much closed house, lifted chest panties legs, want feet. small lady poltergeist own escape ha, nail drawer male silk delicate leg length lips lipstick complete. moving trimmed until said there any almost became eyes. are it. victim clothes found stepped room, voice, clothes. feeling feet making no! used pink toes painted brush pumps through scene t then down over that had first sped friends thought, further gave more while hair end also only recognized here out. new full towards move stood across make again, inside. spoke, room woman seem it, dressed heels door. quickly girl head. arm ll feminine skin fingernails table sliding picked wig began as car after mustang two noticed fell held too past face. body. so went out, arms wanted tried voice body, foot legs. slip front how open next thought face got young begin with an they some on door - for or wagon we can about legs feel is pantyhose around like him. just be it jamie her paul right did one moved your still s to reach mansion few sat mind mother re black see again make-up heel started sister behind slid next, i eyes have other off at out were but up what this hands him, all now left dress would if you mom looked walked into not him could each opened made when pulled fingers rob, by susan do rob. felt saw body hand