I hung up the phone, totally numb. I had just called Jeff to tell him I couldn't come home this weekend because I had a big exam to study for, and we wound getting into an argument, which culminated with him breaking up with me on the phone. I started crying hysterically, and couldn't seem to catch my breath. I thought Jeff and I would be together forever, but he just told me not to bother coming home for him, because he didn't want to see me anymore.
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